Wake up and smell the roses
My smile's just a fake pose
I prefer a bleak outlook
Rather than sugar coated
Every night I shed tears from my eyes into my hands
Then try to shove them back into my head again
I am numb and it pains me
I am weak, but that weakness empowers me
Taking one for the team
I'll go down easily
Taking one for the team
They never wanted me
Taking one for the team
I'll go down easily
Taking one for the team
You'd never bleed for me
I'm so bad at hiding my discomfort
That I have to lie to keep my facade from going under
Important words mumbled under my breath
Don't bother asking what I said
If you cared to listen
You would have received my message about my current state of dread
Upset with myself
For dragging this whole thing out
Wish I would've drug my face across the pavement
When I decided to pass out.
I often come across a feeling of self hate
I've done everything to keep me in a sorry state
Home isn't where you live your life
It's where they bury you when you die
How can I learn to love with a heart full of hate?
Why are the joys in life so temporary; nothing concrete
Pack all my things and leave
Hell is where I belong, so say so long
supported by 10 fans who also own “Irony Is a Double-Edged Sword”
Quite possibly the most full-on album I've ever listened to. Intense, and then some. 'Digital Tarpit' could describe both the track and the whole album: high-pitched guitar squeals that make your fillings itch coupled with merciless, suffocating heaviness. The Avenell-esque vocals top it off perfectly.
Brilliant - punishing, but brilliant. jim_fuego
supported by 9 fans who also own “Irony Is a Double-Edged Sword”
This album is packed to the brim with content. Every track is a unique journey, and seems to correspondingly reflect different influences. Fans of seminal mathcore bands like Converge, Botch, and Every Time I Die won't wanna miss this. To quote one of our users: "Best $1 ever spent." Christian Segerstrom