Chosen at random, to start out a life of despair. I'm just a man, broken beyond repair. A noose around my neck, should I kick the chair? You can trust me, don't make me swear.
I'd rather know that I'm a failure than pretend that I'm a winner.
People protest and say that I'm a sinner. Call up the minister, but first, please, buy me dinner.
I never wanted any of this. Somehow I just got caught in the mix. I never thought it would come to this, but now I'm knee deep inside of it.
Nightmares, they haunt me so. The therapist says to "go with the flow." And soon it will end, it'll all just go. But hey, what the fuck does he know? I don't believe a word any of you say. I'm on my own, and that's how I'll stay. Fuck this place, maybe I'll come back in May. But for now, I think I just need some time away. "Don't text, don't call." Not that any of you care at all. I'm sure you're all having a ball, but I'll still be here, standing tall. I'm starting to watch my back. All of my accomplishments sit on a shelf. Yet I still feel, I still feel invisible, just a crack in the sidewalk.
For now I'm just lonely, and staying pathetic. Maybe I just have to find a new method. But I still try to create my own aesthetic.
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